First time through Temple!

So I went through the Oquirrah Mountain Temple last Saturday, so the 12 of October, and received my endowments. I was worried, but it was so neat, and it felt so right. I was happy that nothing made me doubt, merely yearn to know & understand so much. My dad was super sick, but he was still able to be there, along with my mom who was my helper throughout it all. Also, other guests that came was Sid & her dad, Kim & Miguel, Jason and Heather, and Todd and Keri Russell. I was so glad they all were able to get into the session. It holds such a small group, but I feel like the Oquirrah Mountain is my temple in a way. I love it!!! The endowment is so neat, and so much to take in at once, but I have such a testimony and tender spot in my heart for the inititories. All I can say is nothing has ever felt so right and made me so happy. I was so worldy and worried and concerned and wierded out by the whole wearing garments concept, but honestly they feel so right. I feel like a better person who wants to continue to be made better. I physically seriously feel more beautiful, treasured, and protected. I feel separate from the world/ Virtuous and protected, that's how it makes me feel and I love the garments. I ever feel this pressing natural man inside of me, especially when I am trying on both old and new clothes that don't cover me in the way they need to anymore. But I'm doing my best to fight that. My boy will be attracted to the fact that I'm wearing garments, and worthy to. That sounds so weird, and I hope its not innapropriate to say, but that is such a turn on now!! I love it when guys bend over to pick something up and you see a little glimpse of their garment. Perhaps that's bad, and I really am sorry if it it, but I feel so happy and connected when I realize that they made the same covenants I did/ Foreals, its soooo cool! It is hard though, cuz now I know what people are missing out on. I just hope Brooke will go through, she really needs to. She needs to grow up, but don't we all? Well love ya, and take care.