Suck it up, Buttercup

Okay, I apologize ahead at this time. If you continue reading, it is at your own default. But I'm gonna kill my roommate. Roommates. I really am. If there's one thing I cannot STAND, it is pessimists. They critique girls for being so judgmental with their gossip, but all they do is razz on them and razz on people. THEY'RE the snobs, right along with the people they are judging. (Wow, I know I sound like such a hypocrite at this time. Judge not. I am not perfect. I screw up right along if not a ton more than a lot of people. I can be a dumb blonde and I am often wrong and most of the time do not know the whole story. I accept that.) Here's the thing though, these girls have been so oppressed for so long, they do not speak up. That is, until they come home to me, where they just go on AND on about how people have screwed up their day. Get over it! You're not perfect, apparently neither are they! Get over yourself. I am constantly astounded by people with the opinions that the world is supposed to work for them, and if it doesn't, they know how to vocalize it. HULLO! Shocking, as it must be, you are not God's only creation. Trust me, the pictures much bigger than you. Stop putting up a pity party for yourself, and placing the blame on everybody else on how you turned out. Suck it up girl, toughen up, and try to understand the concept that you have accept the world, the world does not have to accept you. Ya its hard. Guess what, you don't have to decide whether or not you'll steal to eat, or to take your child of off Life Support, or whether or not you'll make it home alive today. So stop whining about dumb people forgetting to fill up your water cup, and stop placing all of your insecurities and lack of assurance on your parents. Be your own person. Forgive them for what they didn't give you, and go get it yourself. Your a big girl; if you don't want them to own you, then mentally you gotta move out and stop asking for their help! It just kills me the lack of autonomy and self purpose these girls have. If you whine one more time I'm gonna smack ya. Life could be so much harder, and you know what, its only gonna get worse. So buckle down and start looking for your sunshine. If you only notice the clouds, then how can you help another person to find the sun. Jeez Louise man. Sorry, I'll probably end up deleting this. But I promise myself, I will NEVER be like them. I will never be so caught up in the my miny horrors of life that I lose all power of self purpose and self mastery. And how can you do that if all you do is judge them for their faults and their flaws. Yes I am digging a hole here, and although they've both ttold me their horror stories growing up with teary half an hour stories, I don't know their life story and I don't know their internal struggles. They are wonderful beautiful daughters of God. I just, am not like them, and am tired of being bogged dwon with the never ending-relentless continuous wave of negativity and dronage.